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…Kids usually forgive in ten seconds, but kids can never really forgive
someone they love who naps every day. It’s too boring. So
naturally we woke him, by mistake and on purpose. Besides, enforced
reading hours are like reading cookbook recipes you never taste.
All day long I read for fun, for adventure, for joy, for lust, for
profit (the kind of profit only heaven pays you). I read for the
feeling of falling into things and swimming around and climbing
back out. I read for the music, for the drama, for the mathematical
precision, for the scientific wonder, for the philosophical wisdom,
for the history, for all of these. I read eagerly – no one
had to ask me to do it – letting myself go completely into
other worlds, worlds just as real s everyday life but frequently
so much more interesting. And both of my parents read, too, all
the time, in this same intent, exploratory way, especially my father.
Before dinner, if he could grab a minute, and after dinner for sure,
and on weekends after chores, he lay on the lumpy brown couch in
our Bloomington living room, or sat upright in the captain’s
chair by the fireplace at Blue Mound north of Luverne, or slouched
in he blue king-size bed at Roundwind east of Luverne, with circular
silver lamps blazing on each side of him like the lights of a spaceship
carrying him away into the dark – and read and read and read.
“The best way to be a good writer is to read,” he said.
3-29-1970
Dear Freya,
There are probably some 5,000,000 natural born brilliant people
at any given time in our present society and every one of them without
working too much at it can present brilliant things. It is easy
to be brilliant, and to seem brilliant, if you’re born brilliant.
But it is another matter for a brilliant person to come through
with something simple and moving and profound. It’s the difference
between an Einstein and a complicated-sounding professor of mathematics.
It’s those mental leaps, jumps, that count. Intuitive making
beyond learning. Not the reasoned out things. In fact, I can’t
think of a single new idea that has ever been arrived at by sheer
rational thinking. It is true that a good mind has to be exposed
to a lot of rational thinking around it for it to make those jumps.
Nevertheless, it is still the jumpers who make it go. And the curious
thing is, once you’ve become a jumper, you can hardly go back
to being just a rational person.
Love, Dad |